Words ..... All they have

we are surrounded by people who love to talk about us but doesn't give a shit
who say i understand you, but don't want to walk in our skin.
who love to say i understand you, but don't want to think from our perspective.
who loves to talk about us with others, but hesitates to talk to us.
who knows we love them so much, but doesn't want to get loved.
who says i know you understand me, but doesn't want share their tears.
who say's i will be happy with you, but doesn't want to get that happiness.
who says you are part of my family, but doesn't want to introduce us.
who says will wait for the correct time, but doesn't know what correct is.
who says will love to walk on flowers, but doesn't give us the opportunity to make that happen.
let me tell you, you will always be missed
Words...... All they have.

P.S  So i request you all the people out their to avoid such persons and move on, tho it is very tough. 

The One Thing

Life is all about happiness, all you want is happiness for you, for your loved one, for those who care about you, for those who loved you.

Happiness comes in many forms and it depends upon person to person, for some making big money, for some helping poor and for some going on a long vacation and the list goes on. There are people who get satisfaction by troubling other. Those kinds of people are ASSHOLES in my dictionary. Some once said it to me, Asshole are those who live there life by their own way, doing things they want to do. I contradict that.

There are things which we love to do, but at the end of the day that thing is not the one which give us true ecstasy. People spend their life time to find that one thing which makes them alive.

                                                                              !!!!Try finding that “One thing”!!!!

Don't let me die in Vain

Ravisher, wish I could tell you how beautiful you are?

Ravisher, wish I could control your mind.

Ravisher, wish I could express what I feel for you.

Ravisher, wish I could tell you what I save for you.

Ravisher, your eyes says much more than your lips.

Ravisher, why you need earring when you’re ears don’t?
Ravisher, why do you need make up when your face don’t.

Ravisher, keep me in your heart and blow my mind.

Ravisher, try to know me, and make decisions.

Ravisher, think about now, future we will manage.

Ravisher, hates your enemies.

Ravisher, put me in your future, your prayers can wait.

Ravisher, don’t kill your dreams because of others people around.

Ravisher, let’s get married.

Ravisher, your in-laws are meant for each other.

Ravisher, falling for me, is the biggest gift you can give me.

Ravisher, how do you manage to be so perfect and mature?

Ravisher, how do you manage your fan following list?

Ravisher, don’t just let me down.

Ravisher, don’t play with my feeling.

Ravisher, make me suffer but don’t let me die.

Ravisher, live with me and let me be the happiest person on earth.

Ravisher, give me chance to spend my time on you.

Ravisher, you are the answer of all those question with which I trouble God.

Ravisher, give me a chance to smile with you.

Ravisher, keep me in your pants, your payers can wait.

Ravisher, I love you too,

Ravisher, are you done or shall I continue with more?

Chennai

Those who are not aware "I'm in Chennai now, till when IDK" . I know what you all will be thinking what the HELL I'm doing here. Trust me minimum 25 people asked me the same Q and I'm done answering, to few I say "long story", few folks I've to explain. As the matter of fact I choose Chennai as my first joining preference, ok!!! I'm working in Accenture as ASE.

First day in Chennai, I got down at CMBT, it’s a bus hub, from there I've to reach sholinganallur, OMR. So as a tourist I asked one security guard for an enquiry counter, as to be generous to me, He asked "kaha jana hai"

I showed him the address which I've had already saved in my cell phone. He pointed out the bus for me, as a dumbass I couldn't able to figure out which bus that is, so he escorted me to that bus. I felt that Chennai, people are not bad as people told me before.

Conductor!!!!!!!!!! I might forget security guard, who was very generous to me, but not this conductor. Firstly he asked me 100 bucks, for me and my luggage when the actual ticket was 19Rs for me, and 19Rs for my luggage. After some negotiation with him  he gave me two tickets for the same i.e. 28Rs. I gave him 100Rs note and he wrote the remaining at the back of the ticket and asked me to collect rest of the money after 30mins. I thought its fine. I asked him to drop me at my address, he smiled as to make me feel home and very politely he said "theek hai".

After half and hour I went to him and asked "tell me when it come", he said "ok"!!! Then I asked for the remaining money, he gave me 50bucks, I asked for more he told something " personal …………………………….." I strictly asked for  more, then he gave me 12Rs more, while leaving I told him to drop me at my address, he told rudely I don't know your address!!!!!!!

What the HELL man?

Was it all about money?

Was that smile was to overcharge me?

Was that polite replies was to make me fool?

One side that security guard who without any personal interest of his own escorted me to my bus and here this conductor, from my boarding till I got down was only thinking how to overcharge me, make me fool.

No state you can say is bad, its more like every state has two kind of people, all you have to do is to avoid bad people and survive with generous people.

Over all I'm liking this place, for those who told me it 'll be tough to survive here, for those, its not tough all you have to do is to adjust and start having positive attitude. :)   

Someone Special

This is for someone special, let just say XYZ. i never thought i'll write something about you ever again, but your eyes said so much today and your mail too. I never expected that you 'll ever drop me a mail. 

      We never actually met, but the bond we shared is pure. If I say you never understood me that 'll be wrong, I suppose, because your mails says so much. you are the one of those person whom i felt i'm attached to. 

          This XYZ person is too complicated sometimes. She cares a lot what people gonna say or what people gonna think and all that. I was almost over with you but then i saw your mail and then met you in person and i felt i'm still there where i was one and a half year back. Its OK, i'm tough enough to handle that.  

          You are good person by heart i know that, and i really appreciate what you did to me. I am bad at expressing things i know that, hardly there is anyone in this world with whom i share everything, i bet there is no one. i never expressed my self in-front of you but then also you understood me a lot. Thanks.

        Last thing i wanted to see is, you crying like a baby and when i saw that i felt like grabbing you in my arms, but then something stopped me. i wanted to see you again because i didn't want to see you crying, that tho when we are not gonna see each other again. Hope this doesn't happen.

            All i want to say that All the best for your future endeavour, God bless you. I am mad. no grudges and ha, don't feel sorry for what you have done to me, because your reasons were totally genuine and i understand. I'm over with you, entering into new life, new place, new work, new people so i have so much to look forward to and i 'm certain that you too. 

God bless you, have a joyful life ahead 

Bubye 

If I could smell you.

If i could touch your eyes,

If I could see into you heart,

If I could hear your breath,

If I could taste your tears,

If I could run into you,

If I could do what I really like,

If I could believe in you,

If I could depend on you,

If I could speak your mind,

If I could remember our past,

If I could overcome desire,

If I could hold you,

If I could, i would have done a lot more then this.

          

Dilemma

Is my love for you real,
Is my love for you really true,
When i fail to remembe
Your fav colour was yellow or blue.

I still claim to have those repressed feelings
which i believe are reason for my sadness
when i fail to remember
when is your big day.

I say that this separation is hard to bear
when i fail to remember
what kind of clothes you ever wear.

I always thought that without you life is not fair,
When I fail to remember,
You let it loose or tied your hair.

And even now I fail to remember
That did I ever cared
Or I really failed to remember.

not from my HEART

Roadies salute

We say “people cannot change”, but I think people can, just watched Roadies X journey 5. I never liked “Avtar” (those who don’t follow Roadies, he was the participant in Roadies 8 and X.) I saw him first in Roadies 8, didn’t like the way he use to play games, his cruddy talks, his behaviour towards girls and his manners. Again he came in Roadies X, as a completely different man. In first task itself he earned everyone’s respect. He is the man of his words and he has proved it. Palak who is another contestant of Roadies X got eliminated this time. As to justify that “he is a man of his words” he exchanged his place with palak and got himself eliminated.

“Talk is not cheap, you cheap in your talk by saying what you don’t mean and not doing what you say.”

Roadies salute to Avtar.