Chennai

Those who are not aware "I'm in Chennai now, till when IDK" . I know what you all will be thinking what the HELL I'm doing here. Trust me minimum 25 people asked me the same Q and I'm done answering, to few I say "long story", few folks I've to explain. As the matter of fact I choose Chennai as my first joining preference, ok!!! I'm working in Accenture as ASE.

First day in Chennai, I got down at CMBT, it’s a bus hub, from there I've to reach sholinganallur, OMR. So as a tourist I asked one security guard for an enquiry counter, as to be generous to me, He asked "kaha jana hai"

I showed him the address which I've had already saved in my cell phone. He pointed out the bus for me, as a dumbass I couldn't able to figure out which bus that is, so he escorted me to that bus. I felt that Chennai, people are not bad as people told me before.

Conductor!!!!!!!!!! I might forget security guard, who was very generous to me, but not this conductor. Firstly he asked me 100 bucks, for me and my luggage when the actual ticket was 19Rs for me, and 19Rs for my luggage. After some negotiation with him  he gave me two tickets for the same i.e. 28Rs. I gave him 100Rs note and he wrote the remaining at the back of the ticket and asked me to collect rest of the money after 30mins. I thought its fine. I asked him to drop me at my address, he smiled as to make me feel home and very politely he said "theek hai".

After half and hour I went to him and asked "tell me when it come", he said "ok"!!! Then I asked for the remaining money, he gave me 50bucks, I asked for more he told something " personal …………………………….." I strictly asked for  more, then he gave me 12Rs more, while leaving I told him to drop me at my address, he told rudely I don't know your address!!!!!!!

What the HELL man?

Was it all about money?

Was that smile was to overcharge me?

Was that polite replies was to make me fool?

One side that security guard who without any personal interest of his own escorted me to my bus and here this conductor, from my boarding till I got down was only thinking how to overcharge me, make me fool.

No state you can say is bad, its more like every state has two kind of people, all you have to do is to avoid bad people and survive with generous people.

Over all I'm liking this place, for those who told me it 'll be tough to survive here, for those, its not tough all you have to do is to adjust and start having positive attitude. :)   

Someone Special

This is for someone special, let just say XYZ. i never thought i'll write something about you ever again, but your eyes said so much today and your mail too. I never expected that you 'll ever drop me a mail. 

      We never actually met, but the bond we shared is pure. If I say you never understood me that 'll be wrong, I suppose, because your mails says so much. you are the one of those person whom i felt i'm attached to. 

          This XYZ person is too complicated sometimes. She cares a lot what people gonna say or what people gonna think and all that. I was almost over with you but then i saw your mail and then met you in person and i felt i'm still there where i was one and a half year back. Its OK, i'm tough enough to handle that.  

          You are good person by heart i know that, and i really appreciate what you did to me. I am bad at expressing things i know that, hardly there is anyone in this world with whom i share everything, i bet there is no one. i never expressed my self in-front of you but then also you understood me a lot. Thanks.

        Last thing i wanted to see is, you crying like a baby and when i saw that i felt like grabbing you in my arms, but then something stopped me. i wanted to see you again because i didn't want to see you crying, that tho when we are not gonna see each other again. Hope this doesn't happen.

            All i want to say that All the best for your future endeavour, God bless you. I am mad. no grudges and ha, don't feel sorry for what you have done to me, because your reasons were totally genuine and i understand. I'm over with you, entering into new life, new place, new work, new people so i have so much to look forward to and i 'm certain that you too. 

God bless you, have a joyful life ahead 

Bubye 

If I could smell you.

If i could touch your eyes,

If I could see into you heart,

If I could hear your breath,

If I could taste your tears,

If I could run into you,

If I could do what I really like,

If I could believe in you,

If I could depend on you,

If I could speak your mind,

If I could remember our past,

If I could overcome desire,

If I could hold you,

If I could, i would have done a lot more then this.