Words ..... All they have

we are surrounded by people who love to talk about us but doesn't give a shit
who say i understand you, but don't want to walk in our skin.
who love to say i understand you, but don't want to think from our perspective.
who loves to talk about us with others, but hesitates to talk to us.
who knows we love them so much, but doesn't want to get loved.
who says i know you understand me, but doesn't want share their tears.
who say's i will be happy with you, but doesn't want to get that happiness.
who says you are part of my family, but doesn't want to introduce us.
who says will wait for the correct time, but doesn't know what correct is.
who says will love to walk on flowers, but doesn't give us the opportunity to make that happen.
let me tell you, you will always be missed
Words...... All they have.

P.S  So i request you all the people out their to avoid such persons and move on, tho it is very tough. 

The One Thing

Life is all about happiness, all you want is happiness for you, for your loved one, for those who care about you, for those who loved you.

Happiness comes in many forms and it depends upon person to person, for some making big money, for some helping poor and for some going on a long vacation and the list goes on. There are people who get satisfaction by troubling other. Those kinds of people are ASSHOLES in my dictionary. Some once said it to me, Asshole are those who live there life by their own way, doing things they want to do. I contradict that.

There are things which we love to do, but at the end of the day that thing is not the one which give us true ecstasy. People spend their life time to find that one thing which makes them alive.

                                                                              !!!!Try finding that “One thing”!!!!

Don't let me die in Vain

Ravisher, wish I could tell you how beautiful you are?

Ravisher, wish I could control your mind.

Ravisher, wish I could express what I feel for you.

Ravisher, wish I could tell you what I save for you.

Ravisher, your eyes says much more than your lips.

Ravisher, why you need earring when you’re ears don’t?
Ravisher, why do you need make up when your face don’t.

Ravisher, keep me in your heart and blow my mind.

Ravisher, try to know me, and make decisions.

Ravisher, think about now, future we will manage.

Ravisher, hates your enemies.

Ravisher, put me in your future, your prayers can wait.

Ravisher, don’t kill your dreams because of others people around.

Ravisher, let’s get married.

Ravisher, your in-laws are meant for each other.

Ravisher, falling for me, is the biggest gift you can give me.

Ravisher, how do you manage to be so perfect and mature?

Ravisher, how do you manage your fan following list?

Ravisher, don’t just let me down.

Ravisher, don’t play with my feeling.

Ravisher, make me suffer but don’t let me die.

Ravisher, live with me and let me be the happiest person on earth.

Ravisher, give me chance to spend my time on you.

Ravisher, you are the answer of all those question with which I trouble God.

Ravisher, give me a chance to smile with you.

Ravisher, keep me in your pants, your payers can wait.

Ravisher, I love you too,

Ravisher, are you done or shall I continue with more?

Chennai

Those who are not aware "I'm in Chennai now, till when IDK" . I know what you all will be thinking what the HELL I'm doing here. Trust me minimum 25 people asked me the same Q and I'm done answering, to few I say "long story", few folks I've to explain. As the matter of fact I choose Chennai as my first joining preference, ok!!! I'm working in Accenture as ASE.

First day in Chennai, I got down at CMBT, it’s a bus hub, from there I've to reach sholinganallur, OMR. So as a tourist I asked one security guard for an enquiry counter, as to be generous to me, He asked "kaha jana hai"

I showed him the address which I've had already saved in my cell phone. He pointed out the bus for me, as a dumbass I couldn't able to figure out which bus that is, so he escorted me to that bus. I felt that Chennai, people are not bad as people told me before.

Conductor!!!!!!!!!! I might forget security guard, who was very generous to me, but not this conductor. Firstly he asked me 100 bucks, for me and my luggage when the actual ticket was 19Rs for me, and 19Rs for my luggage. After some negotiation with him  he gave me two tickets for the same i.e. 28Rs. I gave him 100Rs note and he wrote the remaining at the back of the ticket and asked me to collect rest of the money after 30mins. I thought its fine. I asked him to drop me at my address, he smiled as to make me feel home and very politely he said "theek hai".

After half and hour I went to him and asked "tell me when it come", he said "ok"!!! Then I asked for the remaining money, he gave me 50bucks, I asked for more he told something " personal …………………………….." I strictly asked for  more, then he gave me 12Rs more, while leaving I told him to drop me at my address, he told rudely I don't know your address!!!!!!!

What the HELL man?

Was it all about money?

Was that smile was to overcharge me?

Was that polite replies was to make me fool?

One side that security guard who without any personal interest of his own escorted me to my bus and here this conductor, from my boarding till I got down was only thinking how to overcharge me, make me fool.

No state you can say is bad, its more like every state has two kind of people, all you have to do is to avoid bad people and survive with generous people.

Over all I'm liking this place, for those who told me it 'll be tough to survive here, for those, its not tough all you have to do is to adjust and start having positive attitude. :)   

Someone Special

This is for someone special, let just say XYZ. i never thought i'll write something about you ever again, but your eyes said so much today and your mail too. I never expected that you 'll ever drop me a mail. 

      We never actually met, but the bond we shared is pure. If I say you never understood me that 'll be wrong, I suppose, because your mails says so much. you are the one of those person whom i felt i'm attached to. 

          This XYZ person is too complicated sometimes. She cares a lot what people gonna say or what people gonna think and all that. I was almost over with you but then i saw your mail and then met you in person and i felt i'm still there where i was one and a half year back. Its OK, i'm tough enough to handle that.  

          You are good person by heart i know that, and i really appreciate what you did to me. I am bad at expressing things i know that, hardly there is anyone in this world with whom i share everything, i bet there is no one. i never expressed my self in-front of you but then also you understood me a lot. Thanks.

        Last thing i wanted to see is, you crying like a baby and when i saw that i felt like grabbing you in my arms, but then something stopped me. i wanted to see you again because i didn't want to see you crying, that tho when we are not gonna see each other again. Hope this doesn't happen.

            All i want to say that All the best for your future endeavour, God bless you. I am mad. no grudges and ha, don't feel sorry for what you have done to me, because your reasons were totally genuine and i understand. I'm over with you, entering into new life, new place, new work, new people so i have so much to look forward to and i 'm certain that you too. 

God bless you, have a joyful life ahead 

Bubye 

If I could smell you.

If i could touch your eyes,

If I could see into you heart,

If I could hear your breath,

If I could taste your tears,

If I could run into you,

If I could do what I really like,

If I could believe in you,

If I could depend on you,

If I could speak your mind,

If I could remember our past,

If I could overcome desire,

If I could hold you,

If I could, i would have done a lot more then this.

          

Dilemma

Is my love for you real,
Is my love for you really true,
When i fail to remembe
Your fav colour was yellow or blue.

I still claim to have those repressed feelings
which i believe are reason for my sadness
when i fail to remember
when is your big day.

I say that this separation is hard to bear
when i fail to remember
what kind of clothes you ever wear.

I always thought that without you life is not fair,
When I fail to remember,
You let it loose or tied your hair.

And even now I fail to remember
That did I ever cared
Or I really failed to remember.

not from my HEART

Roadies salute

We say “people cannot change”, but I think people can, just watched Roadies X journey 5. I never liked “Avtar” (those who don’t follow Roadies, he was the participant in Roadies 8 and X.) I saw him first in Roadies 8, didn’t like the way he use to play games, his cruddy talks, his behaviour towards girls and his manners. Again he came in Roadies X, as a completely different man. In first task itself he earned everyone’s respect. He is the man of his words and he has proved it. Palak who is another contestant of Roadies X got eliminated this time. As to justify that “he is a man of his words” he exchanged his place with palak and got himself eliminated.

“Talk is not cheap, you cheap in your talk by saying what you don’t mean and not doing what you say.”

Roadies salute to Avtar.

Six Rules of Life

Six Rules:

             Rule 1:

                 If you like something because you think other people going to like it, it’s a sure bet no one will.

             Rule 2:

                Most doors in the world are closed, so if you find one that you want to get into, you damn well     better have an interesting knock. And if you knock like your drum, you will be fine.

             Rule 3:

                Everything that you think is important isn't, and everything you think is unimportant is.

             Rule 4:

                Don’t shit where you eat.

             Rule 5:

    Lean into it.

     Outcome doesn't matter, what matters is that you are there for it. Whatever “it” is good or bad.

 Rule 6:

     Not important. :P

Social Cause

In this selfish world, the pride you feel when you do something great, something that is nearly not at all related to your own personal interest, the things you do for betterment of people, place, society, country and world. Donating platelets is the one that I have done today.

Donating platelets: So today was my second time, first was 11-03-11.

Friday nights I got a text from an unknown number “urgent need of platelets in Christian Medical College (CMC) “so I went there Sunday morning gave 12ml of blood for screening for various tests including HIV, herpes, Malaria and few other blood components count and doctor asked me to come on Wednesday at 12:30pm.

                So today I went there met patient’s father who is from Bihar and his 5 year old son is suffering from some disease that is tough to remember, all I know is his daughter, who is 7 year old is donating her bone marrow as to save her only brother. God have mercy on his family.

                I entered the platelets separation room around 1pm and saw all the beds were empty except one, on that bed a little girl is donating her platelets later I came to know that the same girl is donating her bone marrow for her brother.

                                My turn came and I also donated, it took around 2 hours to take 400ml of platelets, and literally that guy injected 3 inch long needle inside my fore arm and that was the only time when I felt pain, but thinking of that little girl who was lying next to me gave me courage, that when she can bear it why can’t I. The best part in donating platelets is the time when your mouth start shivering as I skipped my lunch today my half of the body started shivering. I enjoyed it no doubt it was fun.

                                Best part in donating blood is that you come to know your body is working fine. :)

 

Sloppy points

Ø  YOU ARE NOT ONLY PAID TO WORK, YOU ARE PAID TO BE SCARED

You are paid to leave your comfort zone on a daily bases, go out to the blue ocean of unknown and yes it will make you feel uncomfortable, make you feel frightened, but if you are not feeling FRIGHTNED every day, you are not innovating and you are NOT MAKING MUCH PROGRESS.

Ø  FREEDOM

Everything can be taken from a man but one thing, the last of the human freedom, to choose once attitude to a given set of circumstances, to choose once way.

-:FRANKEL

Ø  If you want to have rewards that only 1% of the population have, you must be willing to do what only 1% of the population is willing to do.

Ø  Don’t make excuses, find a way to make IMPOSSIBLE, POSSIBLE.

Ø  Obstruction in your path, find a way

around it, over it through it. !!!!!!!

Ø  What makes a champion a champion is their MINDSET.

Ø  STOP PROCRASTIATING and START LIVING. !!!!!!

Ø  What’s the point of living dreams that are not your own?

Ø  Learn about

·         Beating fear

·         Conquering procrastination

·         Doing impossible things.

All thanks to Robin Sharma

This is what happen when you work for the first time in lab. :P

“What starts well, ends well.”

Something similar happened to me in the starting of last month i.e. February.

1^st of feb, Friday. Day started as any other day, i was happy that finally I got some work to do in lab.

Seriously telling I never liked lab work, all these years of my engineering I hated it, I was one of them who comfortably use to sit and see others working in lab. So not to mention I had no real time experience with all precaution people follow inside lab.

                                                I met my project guide in the morning and he asked me to prepare few agar plates and inoculate it with tablets, I was very excited that finally I got some work to do. Whole day I worked though it was my first day I was little exhausted. Clock was showing 19:35 and lab shuts at 20:00 hours.

I sat to do work under Laminar Air Flow (LAF) and found out there was no alcohol present, ran to each and every lab but couldn't find it. So I went to store room and asked attender to give alcohol and he gave me 99.99% pure alcohol and I walked from there towards my work place.I poured the alcohol nicely into my hands and dipped the L-rod to perform platting, and rest of the alcohol I wiped on my hands as it acts as disinfectant. I took the L-rod near the flame to sterilize it and didn't realize that the pure alcohol that was there on the L-rod was also on my hand. My hand instantly caught fire and it took me 2sec to realize this and next 5sec to get rid of that fire.

                                                The burning sensation lasted for next 36 hours.Till that time I wasn't in a condition to say anything. I remembered later that evening when I went out with friends and I was sitting and hiding my pain, I wanted to scratch my entire hand.The sensation was killing me, than in room my roommate told me “I haven’t seen you this freaked out before.”

                                                 Later my kind hearted guide gave me 10 days leave. Yo yo. !!!!

This is how my February started. J J

Drilling Saturday

Wow!!!  Feeling good finally I got the time to write. Past few days were too hectic because of my so called "FINAL SEM PROJECT". The things I find funny in lab are:

1.       Those who use to say “Bharat is also working in lab”, I don’t see those people now anywhere in and around the building.

When you start doing something good I can assure you, you will get hundreds of people that will make fun of you, try to weaken you, will try to condemn you at that point of time you have to keep your patience in control and try to overrule all the other thought so that you can only focus on what you are doing, maintain silence and try not to show any kind of reaction to them.

Let me tell you the best reaction you can give to them is your success in that very work.

2.       Usually I start work around 9:30 and leave lab around 8:30, but when I come back to room and summarize whole day work I realize that anyone could have done this in just 6 hours. Like any other normal person I hate that feeling.

My Daddy always used to say don’t work like an ass, and all these years it was just a sentence for me nothing else! but now I realize that the best way to work is not only to split work but split time as well. Plan everything before starting your work. Have a complete idea off what all things you are going to do. Without proper planning nothing is possible

 “A goal without a plan is just a wish.”

3.       One day Lab assistant yelled at me because I was annoying him again and again, and he yelled for like three min and finally apologized to me for his behavior though it was my fault, then I realized how humble these people are. And saying SORRY to anyone is not a big deal. It not only improves our relationship with them but also shows reconcile side of ours.

No one is big or small in this materialistic world, I remember once my Cross Culture Management professor was sharing his experience, “He felt a slight earthquake while he was in his office, so he ran outside the building and started calling his loved once, when he came back his assistant said, “Are you alright sir, I have been looking for you” than he realized that how selfish he became for a moment as this guy without worrying about himself was looking for him.”

Remember: Always give respect to once who are around you because they will be the first once who will stand next to you at the time of your miseries

A new start

Everyone should belive in this and apply in your daily life.

I never thought one fine day I'll be making my blog. Trust me i didn't even know what blog means. Few days back one of my friend showed me one blog and I was inspired by the content of that blog. This is my final year in college so i thought of doing so many new things but i never planned this. :) 

I'm more like a introvert but i'll try to post my daily experiences over. :)